No-one ever told me when i was younger that when i get older my once youthful vibrant ,ne'er-be-ill body will just up one day and say fk it!Firstly i don't consider myself as old ,only my body makes me feel like this at this period in my life when i should be enjoying it....you know how peeps say Life begins at forty.....well i've come to the conclusion that its a crock of shit.As i've already stated i never was sick a day in my life,except a cold every so often.since turning 45 my whole being has up and betrayed me....Lets start with my legs,wait a sec let me go back......I changed my drug induced life style ,to start a new life drug free but its been one disappointment after another.MY legs ,found out i have poor circulation in them,no i'm not Diabetic.in the end of 06 i got a baby-toe cut off after it went black on methe Drs.of course say its my smoking habit ,of which i've only started up in the last 10 yrs maybe....but i know of others like me who have neva smoked a day in their lives and have this problem .why do they always blame cigs for ev'rything?i looked it up in the web and i came up with my poor diet.of which i have always had....i eat trash---candies,chocolates-chips a proper meal only if its something i really desire....like an tenderloin steak,mashed potato,and yucky vegies.but would he tell me that?hell no..its my one habit i have left....they want me to stop that too.Well i say this ,tuff shit if i have to go to my grave missing a toe or foot or leg so be it.......Why don't they teach it in the schools from nursery up.if i'd had known then what i know now MAYBE i'd did things a lil different.....hey i said maybe.....oh well ,to any youngsters reading this ,know this take good care of your body while you are still young ,eat right,watch what you put in it or you could end up like me a grumpy ole bit-- with fkup legs ,out of breath,and complaining on a website to a bunch of people that don't give a rats ass,bout nothing.........blaming ev'ryone but myself for my situation ....don't life just SUCK sometimes........oh well until my next peeve you'all have a great day and thanxs for listening...